aku teruk. aku teruk. aku teruk.
susahkan semua orang....sakitkan ati semua orang....
boleh tk nak jadi pesimis pas ni.....???
"for a pessimist , im pretty optimistic!"
seriously , ayat ni da tk bleh pakai da. ayat ni aku slalu ckp dr aku form 4 lagi. konon2 nak myakinkan diri n cuba nak sntiasa bfikiran positif la katakan.
kpd afif mansor , sorry ... i cant be the optmist as u expected anymore..i cant b d one just like we have made an ''agreement'' since 2 years ago..
i'm n will always feeling bad...
maybe diz is alrdy written in my life..
if i cn make a wish, i wish to have wings to fly all over the world...
hey ..can i change it???
if i can make a wish , i wish to live in an island wth no people stayin there...i wanna b alone..
feeling freaking bad...
unfriend me..im a pessimist...
im bad...im rude..im not good enough in every single thing that i made...
sorry mom..i cant be a good daughter to u...
but plz do remember tht i'm actually tryin to expose myself to b d best kid among d others...
tp..
tak adil laaa aku buat cm ni thadap diri aku sndiri.....sptutnya aku yg ptut hrgai diri aku sdiri...tapi...
diyana.....maafkan aku....
kau sebenarnya hebat...
tapi aku still tak nampak apa yang hebat n tesembunyi d sebalik keceriaan n snyumanmu itu..
aku hnya dpt merasai kesunyian n kesedihan sja...
dah la tu diyana....
jgn nk membebel tgh2 malam ni....
nota kaki : abaikan apa yg aku dok mrapu atas ni...mood sgt2 tk baik...hormon tk stabil kot bak kata pn syarifah huzaimah..saya pon perempuan gak..harap maklum
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